Wanting It.....

With nothing to lose, there's nothing stopping us from getting what we want.

What do you want......

Trouble for Friends.......

Why do they keep messing my life up? Why do they keep pushing their luck in the name of good intention. Shouldn't they know better already? Fliffin' heck!

Time Slow Down.......

I need time to slow down. I need it not to hurry. Hours felt like seconds. Time flies by fast that everything seems to keep changing. Time passes that we're approaching the end sooner than later.

A second with you is more beautiful than forever alone........

Takes Two....

What would you do when they are committed to make it work while you're still hesistant to play your part?

Not there......

I Know What I See

I'm an analytical person. I see things, I observe them, I analyse them. I make theories in my head. Surely, people who understands me well know this. Right? Do you think I'm analytical?

Sorting out what needs to be sorted.......

Just Another Character....

Reading books is my way of escaping to a temporary reality. A solitude from this world full of constant madness.

Skin-Deep.....

When others seemed to get better and better, I seemed to be heading on the opposite direction.

Out to prove myself.......

Expecting Nothing, Appreciating Everything......

When we learn not to have expectations, everything will come as a good thing. Most of the beautiful things in life goes unappreciated. What a shame!

Things to look forward to....

Starting New......

I need a new name, a new identity, new memories. I need a new life. A new life away from this constant trouble.

One damn thing over and over again...........

The Enemy

"Because I had goodwill for all, I thought all were my friends, and then I learned of treachery, that some preferred my end. A glorious day, the one I learned the meaning of the word. It's good to know my enemies, though their reasons are absurd"


Vanna Bonta

Owning Life...

Of all the things we own in life, we lose ourself the easiest. How do we manage that? I'm struggling to get an answer. Do others define us more than we do ourself? I can't disagree.

Thinking to do......

Invalid.....

It's better to make the wrong decision that doing nothing at all.

Loving Endlessly......

We think we can only love so much. How wrong are we? Love has no end unless we put a stop to it. It is a blessing to love and be loved.

Nothing else matter.......

Amended Truth...

"Seldom, very seldom does complete truth belong to any human disclosure; seldom can it happen that something is not a little disguised, or a little mistaken"

Jane Austen in Emma

Breaking Away....

Will post something proper soon. Haven't had the time and mind to do so. For the time being...............

What's This?

The Season Ends.....

We hardly notice that irony plays a major part in life. More harder to see that contradiction is the way it goes.

In the world so fucked up......

Wide Awake....

Here I am, 3am in the morning, eyes wide open. I kept on twisting and turning, hoping that I'd fall into slumber. I failed to find dreamland. I'm not thinking of anything in particular just random thoughts and I don't understand why cos none of these thoughts are valid enough to keep me up. More accurately, it's because I can't sleep that I started to think. It's getting really late and I need to wake up early in the morning. SiGh! To make my insomnia worse, I miss Aaqil so much. I must see him tomorrow!

Dream while you still can.......

Profound Happiness

We are happy when for everything inside us there is a corresponding something outside us.

Not In My Hand...

I'm waiting for the final words. Though it's not certain yet. It's not in my hand anymore. Oh well, I've been hoping for a break, to go away and what have I got now?

It'll be a good thing......