Wanting Something.....

I want it badly, I've got to work for it. I don't think my effort is good enough at the moment. I'll raise my game cos I've got a prize to win.....

The One Constantly on My Mind.....

I ask myself if this is it. If this is what I've been looking for. If this is the one that'll open the door......

One says I've found my match.....

I Think.....

Do you know what we are both doing to each other now? It's called planting your own seeds. Looks like you planted more than I do. Don't let them die prematurely.

It's like I've known you my whole lifetime......

Deeper....

I love the fact I'm still not able to look at you in your eyes. It's like a black hole, gravitating everything towards it......

You Made My Day.....

You make me want to have birthdays everyday :) You made my day already. You make it harder not to fall.....

It's not what you do, it's how you do it......

Back In The Game......

Amazing how a single text, a phone call, a smile or a meaninful look can change your day for the better. I love it, I love it when I'm being hopeful and it paid off. I love the fact that positivity makes everything easy. And I love the fact that it still surprises me everytime.....

Every memories matter.......

Stirred, Not Shaken.....

Somehow I feel like I need to go away. Life is as good as it gets but why do I have the urge to take a break? Am I getting use to something else new now? Have I finally found something that kicked me out of my comfort zone? All these questions, none I have the answers.

I know it doesn't make sense......

So Tell Me, What Did You Win?

It's surprising how you're trying to win me back when you never did want to keep me when I was around at the first place. You thought that I'll stick around playing your games, didn't you?

You took things for granted. You exhausted me of all my faith and trust. I went far beyond my threshold and back again just to compromise. You sat there, ignorantly watching me crawled myself through. I fought so hard that I don't have anything to lay on the table anymore. I kept losing that in the end gambling everything or nothing didn't make any difference.. I lost, you won. Even that wasn't enough for you, was it?

Let it be, don't make it any harder. I don't need to know your misery. Fine, you have regrets, but there's nothing much we could do now......

I know I tried.......