Drive On....

My weekend was fully occupied with Grey's Anatomy, finished the second season finally and now I'm on a hunt to find the third. I know Nora has the third season on her pc..*hint* but she interestingly never catch the first and second season yet. Ermmm...you have no idea what your missing babe. The series is getting less exciting in terms of its scenes but the emotional turmoil of its characters is still top notch. I'm hoping that Addison would leave Derek and be with other guy Mark. I think she'll be happier with Mark, however Meredith should be with Finn and leave Derek, on his own and miserable. Hehehe! I know he loves Meredith but how can he be selfish. Get over it already! If you want to be, then be, if you don't then get the fuck off. Haha! Buang stress bah! I thoroughly enjoy the friendship between Yang and Meredith, two different characters totally and yet, somehow, they need and compliment each other perfectly.

Went out with Minx yesterday afternoon at the Mall, killing time before heading off to our driving session. There was this accident, a little kid arm got caught somewhere in the escalators. Something like that lah, didn't have a good look at it as I'm a bit squeamish when it comes to this kinda stuff. Alright! Alright! Lemme rephrase that again, I'm VERY squeamish when it comes to this kinda stuff. Heeeeee! I didn't even know whether its a girl or a boy hehehe! We left though, for our high tea at Season's, satisfied with the fact that the kid is still stuck rather than to know how they'd manage to free him.

Our driving session was G.R.E.A.T!! Minx is attached to it already, even said that Empire is close to where we work. What are you suggesting Minx? Really! What? Hehehe! :p Maybe we'll make it as our weekly thing for every sunday, that is if we don't have handball on sundays. Or else, we can have it on Saturday, or maybe any other day, anything lah! But not everyday though, golf is a very expensive sports. Might buy one of the cheapest club dulu as a start, renting them out every session will be silly and not to mention expensive since we go every week jua. Okay, I know I'm ranting again. Should get back to my markings....

If I had a choice I'll leave it all behind................

Biggest Fear

While waiting for Amy in the car, Eyan and I had a little conversation. It started when she was telling me something that she had a conversation of "what's your biggest fear" with someone and my curiosity led me to asking, what hers' is? She responded with 'Nda mati dalam iman' which was received with my laugh. Not to ridicule her answer but was somewhat amazed with it. I'd say it is not too thoughtful, its simple and yet there's so much validity and truth in that. I told her I don't know what mine is at the moment, but it used to be loneliness. Again she retorted, saying that well I shouldn't worry much about it since when your dead and in the after life, I'll have companion..meaning the angels. And it goes back to whether you die in iman or not.

All Eyan's remark, means something, like her, she knows, may be, that she's not all that pious and righteous. I, myself, has to agree that I'm still a long way from being a devoted muslim. Then, my deep thought, which was warmed up by then, stated something, that we are taking a gamble with our life. We know, that we are in the lose-lose situation, and yet we are not doing anything much to change that. Hoping that, we will have a long life and have enough time to repent ourselves and get away with it. But we can never know how much we have for sure. So its now a matter of time, will all be a little too late?

The conversation was brought to an end as soon as Amy entered the car. By then, they were talking about medical stuffs and I played a role of an avid listener, occasionally, contributing something into their dialogue. I know few stuffs about medical things too you know, after spending my university days with medic students as my housemates, their pretend patient, and being friends with Eyan and company.

Anyway, we went to Empire to de-stress ourselves driving in the early evening. Its a good relaxing thing and both Eyan and Amy think that golf is an elegant sports. Well, yeah maybe! But for me, its just a way of letting go of all my rage and take in all the peacefulness as much as I can.


Its not the journey that matters, its the destination.............