Again...

I'm at it again. SiGh! Love is a terrible thing. Or is it really? :)

Falling...

I'm free falling and I don't know how to land.......

Found

You make me happy. You make me a better person. You make me do the things I only imagined doing. You found me.

Pick Me Up...

You need to pick me up! Make me see the things I saw, the things I need to see. Make me feel what I felt before and what I need to feel more. You have to! I'm hanging by a moment. I'm hanging by a thread. I'm hanging! Don't make me chocked!

It Is There......

I'm counting the days til you come back and you haven't even left yet. What have you done to me?

Idiot....

I feel like an idiot for not giving you the benefit of the doubt. Should have listen to my friends after all. Good thing, all is well now. Thank you God! :)

There she goes again.......

Wanting Something.....

I want it badly, I've got to work for it. I don't think my effort is good enough at the moment. I'll raise my game cos I've got a prize to win.....

The One Constantly on My Mind.....

I ask myself if this is it. If this is what I've been looking for. If this is the one that'll open the door......

One says I've found my match.....

I Think.....

Do you know what we are both doing to each other now? It's called planting your own seeds. Looks like you planted more than I do. Don't let them die prematurely.

It's like I've known you my whole lifetime......

Deeper....

I love the fact I'm still not able to look at you in your eyes. It's like a black hole, gravitating everything towards it......

You Made My Day.....

You make me want to have birthdays everyday :) You made my day already. You make it harder not to fall.....

It's not what you do, it's how you do it......

Back In The Game......

Amazing how a single text, a phone call, a smile or a meaninful look can change your day for the better. I love it, I love it when I'm being hopeful and it paid off. I love the fact that positivity makes everything easy. And I love the fact that it still surprises me everytime.....

Every memories matter.......

Stirred, Not Shaken.....

Somehow I feel like I need to go away. Life is as good as it gets but why do I have the urge to take a break? Am I getting use to something else new now? Have I finally found something that kicked me out of my comfort zone? All these questions, none I have the answers.

I know it doesn't make sense......

So Tell Me, What Did You Win?

It's surprising how you're trying to win me back when you never did want to keep me when I was around at the first place. You thought that I'll stick around playing your games, didn't you?

You took things for granted. You exhausted me of all my faith and trust. I went far beyond my threshold and back again just to compromise. You sat there, ignorantly watching me crawled myself through. I fought so hard that I don't have anything to lay on the table anymore. I kept losing that in the end gambling everything or nothing didn't make any difference.. I lost, you won. Even that wasn't enough for you, was it?

Let it be, don't make it any harder. I don't need to know your misery. Fine, you have regrets, but there's nothing much we could do now......

I know I tried.......

Clueless.....

Half of the time, I don't know how to react to a situation. That doesn't make me a bad person, does it?

Remind Me....

Okay! Something weird has happened. The post before this, the one with the selfless selfish thing bla bla. I didnt post that. It was in my draft tho but I did not scheduled its post up time or anything. Just a draft nothing else. Is it possible someone else had an access on it?

People will do anything to make the person they love happy. Anything! Be it an act of wisdom even stupidity. It's selfless yet selfish at the same time.

The Olympic Dream..........

Beijing 2008 is finally over. Now! I'm back into the obscurities, the withdrawal sympthoms after having to spend the last 16 days watching the world's best athletes having a go at each other.......it left me feeling so lost and empty.

The results of the game I watched:

Women's Hockey
Gold - Netherlands
Silver - China
Bronze - Argentina

Men's Hockey
Gold - Germany
Silver - Spain
Bronze - Australia

Women's Handball
Gold - Norway
Silver - Russia
Bronze - Korea

Men's Handball
Gold - France
Silver - Iceland
Bronze - Spain

Women's Volleyball
Gold - Brazil
Silver - USA
Bronze - China

Men's Volleyball
Gold - USA
Silver - Brazil
Bronze - Russia

Who I Watched:

Luciana Aymar, Argentina (Hockey)

Agustina Garcia, Argentina (Hockey)

Angie Lambert, Australia (Hockey)

Nikki Hudson, Australia (Hockey)

Logan Tom, USA (Volleyball)

Michael Phelps (Swimming)

The Unexpected Fall

I'm hooked. I'm infatuated!

It was easy.......

Wanting It.....

With nothing to lose, there's nothing stopping us from getting what we want.

What do you want......