Troubled Soul

In d silence of d night I found myself thinking about what has been said and done. My thoughts are only of you. It brought both pain and pleasure but presently d situation is driving me insane. I dont know how to feel and what to do. Should I stay or should I go? Should I surrender to my heart's need or does my pride worth more than that? But what pride is there if I were to lose you? I want to leave, I feel that dis is for the best. But how come it hurt so bad?

We lost our ways and we struggle to find the path back. Please tell me what to do.......